Thursday, February 14, 2008

無聊的輕生念頭

曾經有一段很長的時間,我經常告訴別人我慾輕生的念頭,不論是口頭蟬還是在發洩也好,其實都是打從心底的願望。

這半年來,看到有很多人的生命都結束了,不論是因為年老還是意外,就是在公路上被車輾過的動物,也令我感到十分婉惜。心痛之餘也令我反思這輕生之念。毫無疑問這意念是無比幼稚和不負責任,但當中更甚的是它蓋過了神的主權和計劃,祂給我的不只生命,還有很多東西要我承擔。

所以,現在我學懂了珍惜自己的生命了。

很無聊,不是嗎?

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

我早兩日都有諗輕生既問題.....

maymay

Alexander Lai said...

May May 你唔好嚇我啊,我仲有個仔要你養啊,你咪亂嚟啊!

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