Wednesday, July 26, 2006

回應還是不回應的好?

一直以為像我這般處理事件的人,被指責和厭棄是可以預期的,但怎樣也想不到,不說話的也會被受指責,甚至是在其背後亂說一通,不客氣地把別人以至整個群體都描黑了。(我就是看不過這些事情,一如我所說,我的反應總會惹來不滿,但我覺得總不能不把這些事記下,提醒一下我自己。)

這些決定和動作,背後有甚麼可取之處呢?是為了得到別人的認同、接納,還是只是想把自己的過去抹掉,來一個重生,讓生活重新再開始,又成為另一堆故事的開始?

做回自己,不是太難的吧?為甚麼硬要把自己放到從未存在過的世界裡面呢?有勇氣和能力面對群眾,又經已沒有甚麼壓力,故事任你怎樣說下去好了,為甚麼就是不可以勇敢的面對過去、現在和將來的自己,尊重一下自己呢?是過去的不再光彩、不能再迎合新的故事,所以來一次「換血」,還是過去的那些片段,只是泡影,從未真實的出現過?

那麼,我們曾經出現過的,又是一道又一道隨時可以消失於無形的彩虹,還是清晨隨著晨光初現而被蒸發吹散的春霧呢?

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